What happens when you've created something that, somehow you just know, is bigger than you?
And then you realise there's something even bigger than the thing !!
That's how I'm feeling right now.
Perhaps it's a new level of awareness. Perhaps it's growth like I've never experienced before. Perhaps it's simply understanding. Seeing things differently. Being open to explore what's possible. Being willing to experience whatever happens.
But, however I choose to label what I'm experiencing right now doesn't really matter.
What and who I am in service of does.
The deeper realisation I'm coming to acknowledge and accept is that I'm the one who is holding things back. And that level of acceptance isn't easy to face.
It's hard to be vulnerable.
Within myself, as a leader, with others.
To realise I'm the one who is getting in the way.
I'm noticing more than ever before that it's my own fears and insecurities that are the real barriers to change. Trying to control the things outside of me is the seemingly easier path, but I'm sure it's not the way.
Getting out of my own way is the way to be fully in service of others.
I get to be in service of others more fully when I get to also be in service myself.
My life and my work is inviting me to show up more fully. Every day.
I'm curious if yours is too.
How is your life and work inviting you to show up?
Perhaps the question is simply:
"How do you want to be?"
Big love
Jeremy xx